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Tan jia xing 15061987 20 turning 21 josiah-87@hotmail.com

Tuesday, 26 May 2009

IMPROVE ENGLISH

is time for me to improve my english...need someone to teach me..

Saturday, 21 February 2009

sian dunno wad i have eat or the greentea make me go toilet.. =(

Sunday, 28 December 2008

no mood

28 Dec 08,

today is a stupid day to me.. why i ask u go out. i know u wun wan to go out with me.. u say u sick i was so worry about you.. and u wun know how i feel when u are sick.. so no point to worry about you is it what u wan me to do..? our 5month anniversary is like nothing to you.. i really feel so stupid to love you so much in the 1st place..!! everyone is asking me to give up on you.. now i only wait till 31 dec, will u ask me go out on 31..? i guest no.. i told myself i wun contact u anymore when 31 dec 08 is over.. i think u can fine a batte boyfriend then me..

Friday, 19 September 2008

20september2008

part 1
today 20 september 2008 i now posting my blog.. is like dun no how many month i never post le.. =( shell i say sorry la.. lol.. i dun no lol.. anyway i wan say about yesterday wad have happen.. on 19 sep... i wake up super early i saw my bro n his girlfriend in the room i ask them now wad time..? kor say 7. his girlfriend say good morning to me.. lol.. wad the hell i wake up so early. i shell wake up late noon lor.. =( but nvm i go on9 chick up so my posting order. n they put 10am.. i got 3hr more lol.. wtf.. so i go back sleep till 2 my sis sms wan meet so i say ok we meet at 4.. next up my part time gf sms me ask me meet up with my other 2 part time gf oso at 4 WTF..!! DIE LA..!! next up sis reply she cannot meet me at 4.. heng heng sia.. she only can meet me at 7 wow.. so i go donw to tpy at 4 meet my part time.. her voice like going to cry n i dun no wad to do i only can say to her dun cry, i saw her coming donw on bus i ask her wad have happen. she dun wish to say. i ask her to tell me.. she say feel like cry she only wan us to meet up for a dinner cos we never have dinner tgt.. lol.. i say to she not everone have a same free time..=) i smile to her.. f*** she look at me she cry.. i hug her n let she cry on my shoulder.. so we go toitel i ask her go wash her face.. here she start all the stupid thing.. smoke n smoke n do all the stupid.. heng i looking for her i wun let her bet thing, i say to her if u wan bet bet me.. lol.. pian sia..!! she really bet lor.. fuck.. nvm the rest have come so we go play game do all the siao siao thing tgt.. we dun wan her think so mach but her bf call n talk to her around 30min we all wait for her finish her call. we start walk to the place we wan have our dinner.she take my cap off me, fish she wear my cap n start crying wad the hell now..? i ask her wad have happen..? she say she tell her bf what have happen just now. her bf say thing she dun wan lister i dunno what he say.here come my back n shoulder i ask the rest go in 1st let her finish crying.. she crying like hell lor..i say to her now u finish crying let go eat okok.. so we have dinner tgt n 2more girl.. now we have 5girl 3guy 2more guys is ones of my partime bro other one is friend off his.. i oso know the 2 guys de.. now we 8ppl are a big family of mac hehe.. have to thx mac for let me know all the guys.. =)we finish our dinner we go mac have a dirnk a chat chat one of my parttime name is angel ask me go out n have a take, lol.. what date is this i ask mys..emo day..? i know nth good will happen.. so we have a plac no so mach ppl n we talking. about her n a girl a like long time ago............... SORRY I CANNOT SAY WHAT WE SAY.! She talk n start cry i never stop her. she say the rest or the girl dun let her lister to her talk n let her cry. she ask me why i le her cry..? i say i let u cry batter than u put all thing inside ur heart. dun say it out..she thx me let she cry she feel mach more batter now.. =) here come my sis...

part2
she look sad sad i ask her wad happen now. she say she break up with her bf.. =( sian one more girl going to cry.. i oso cannt say what we chatting.. herg i talk to her she say to me this. LET TIME PROVE EVETHING..!! i say ok.. we will see..

part 3

have pass 6 week i never meet my deardear le.. miss deardear so mach.. really no time for me or have something on n dun wan to meet me..? i really dunno.. i really scare u will level me.. cos u really mean alot to me..i will belive what u say to me.

baby love deardear


THE END

Tuesday, 8 July 2008

sian

wow so long neber blog.. hehe my blog going to die le i think hehe or already die hehe.? hmmm i really very tired to stay at home lor. my mummy give me a facer everyday i just go out n stay till late only ma. i oso not like 3year old kids. i 21 le lor. i dun no why she dun let me stay late outsied..? some more i going ns le. why i cannt have some fun be for i going in ns..? i only wan go out..!! i oso dun feel have the mood to blog lor.. evertime go mac then i feel like going home or what..or going to my menage house..cos no ppl care..?but i go mac or her house. i miss my house. but i go house. my mummmy will stay all over agree..!! sian sian sian..!! i going mad...!!! who can help me..?

i really very tired have this feeling lor..!! if can i really wan die =(

Thursday, 29 May 2008

300508

time 103am why i haven a sleep..?
dun know why.!
not tired.?
not really.miss someone..=(
hai why so complicated.

Friday, 23 May 2008

23may2oo8





today go out with my mei mei n her boyfriend lol..sian.. dun no why her bf dun like to talk de. only me n my mei talk alot lol like 38 (38 in chine) haha. tyd so thing bed thing happen, i cannt say it out. i feel very up sad. =( today i go MS than we go buigs haha.. in bugis i buy a T for me very nice haha lol. but very bigg lor. dun have a M size T. =( hai . but nvm i still buy it. then we walk all the way to PS. haha. we go back to toa payoh around 8 pleas but only me n my mei. her bf go back home take thing. so we hve to wait for him lol. mei say wan go home n bath 1st so i pie her go home. her bf 9.45 sms mei. so we go down MRT there wait for him. he reach le i pass her back to him, haha so i job end at 100pm lol.but no money de lor. lol who ask her is my mei lol. so have to pie her do this do that lol. now is 1.o4am miss you alot alot, love you alot alot.