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toa payoh going to move.., Singapore
Tan jia xing 15061987 20 turning 21 josiah-87@hotmail.com

Thursday, 29 May 2008

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time 103am why i haven a sleep..?
dun know why.!
not tired.?
not really.miss someone..=(
hai why so complicated.

Friday, 23 May 2008

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today go out with my mei mei n her boyfriend lol..sian.. dun no why her bf dun like to talk de. only me n my mei talk alot lol like 38 (38 in chine) haha. tyd so thing bed thing happen, i cannt say it out. i feel very up sad. =( today i go MS than we go buigs haha.. in bugis i buy a T for me very nice haha lol. but very bigg lor. dun have a M size T. =( hai . but nvm i still buy it. then we walk all the way to PS. haha. we go back to toa payoh around 8 pleas but only me n my mei. her bf go back home take thing. so we hve to wait for him lol. mei say wan go home n bath 1st so i pie her go home. her bf 9.45 sms mei. so we go down MRT there wait for him. he reach le i pass her back to him, haha so i job end at 100pm lol.but no money de lor. lol who ask her is my mei lol. so have to pie her do this do that lol. now is 1.o4am miss you alot alot, love you alot alot.



Wednesday, 21 May 2008

what wrong with me..!!

i dunno what wrong with me. i only can say i will am jealous. i dun no why..!! i hate myself alot.now cannt sleep hai. just now my didi tell me. monkey say dun have stead, just break up..! so what you mean u just break up how about me.? are we still STEAD or NOT..? i need an ans.!! i really need an ans, can u give it to me.? n what u and him 2months..? stead or what.? what happy anniversary..? why can u tell me.?! i really very sad n going mad, i think u oso forget when we stead. tonight i think i no need sleep n now is 1.04am. i really very sad n like a mad person.!! you say you like me to be ur BAOBEI isiz really or you just wan hong.? you say i not like other guys.! n you ask me will i hong..? from the stay i sell not stead i sell stay sing. i will feel better n we are friend.! you making me like a stupid person need my bro tell me you dun have stead.? my heart really very pain now.!!! i really dun no what to do now. i really need an ans..? you everyday so tired. i really dun know what have you did..? isiz really school work or other thing to make u tired.? when you angry i will make you happy, when you sad i will make you smile, when you need me can i be there for you..? i dun no.! i dun dare to face you.! i only can hope 2mr morning i will get what i wan..!!!!


YOU REALLY MEAN ALOT TO ME

Tuesday, 20 May 2008

new hOuse

today me,my dad,my mummy and my 2 cousin go to AMK eat.hai i go buy food got old man fucking CB.just go order food lor.nvm i let him cos he is a old man.lol.than my food have come we start eating OMG the food sick lor. T.T nvm i wun go they eat anymore.!! we eat finish then my mummy say she wan go our new house see see.lol. this is my 3time go.the house so er xing lor.i dun no how they can live in a house so er xing. dun no how to say out..!!! me so angry. then i help my dad do thing fast cos i wan go the er xing house.haha lol. i ask my mummy, " mummy this is our new new..?" she ans " yes why..?" i reaply her " how they live in here the house so er xing.!! " my mummy never say anything lol..haha. so we haven finish thing yet.my cousin have class at 130. so we have to send her go back school. i reach home n pick so of my thing. now i have one full box n i have so many thing. omg i dun no i need pick how long haha. juny going to move.dun have mach time.so i need JIA YOU JIA YOU PACK THING haha lol. I MISS BABAY ALOT ALOT, I LOVE U BABY MUACK MUACK..!

21"05"08

sorry everone so long time neber blog.i think i to lazy haha lol.u all know oh.so no need me say out.i'm a lazy PIG.lol.i say out stupid me..hai i dun no how to tell u dun like or love me.now u making me dun no how to face u when we are working tgt.i go out with who why u care so mach.? n i talking to my part time girlfriend n u jealous.everday i need u to tell me where am i..?no need ok.dun sms me pls.i really very sian n sad when i saw ur msg n not my BABY MONKEY msg.! i miss u alot baby mokey u really mean alot to me.i dun no how to live without you.! ytd i have a bed tommy pian i oso dun wan to disp u.n u are so busy.today u oso the same ba.all i need is just a msg.so jia you BABY MONKEY. we like very long time never talk on phoen lor.i know only one day.but to me is like a year.

baba sorry on sunday cannt meet u i know u really very angry n sad.really very sorry.no more next time ok.

Saturday, 3 May 2008

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today is a tired day..the night i cannt sleep..thx to yes993.. haha but the store is really nice lar..=) but abite scare so i cannt sleep well..lol.. Is morning i wake up i do the same thing in the last 14day =) lol so we chat 15 to 20min.. i when to bath n do my thing..than i when out with my working friend..i go to my work place pass something to my menager.. she ask me to work 2mr.. i dun wan lor cos i going to fine guigui 2mr..i dun wan to tell guigui hehe lol.. so i say no to her..i know if i never work 2mr she will die very fast but i dun care.. how ask her to BS me what a ass hole menager..i really miss you alot alot my guigui..then we go J8 top of the 8 see my prince hehe lol.. he very handsome lor..=) then we go back to toa payoh at 5+ so we go for our dinner hehe.. then we talk n talk no stop lor haha lol..all tired so we go back home we walk to inter take bus wahaha lol..they 2mr meeting for study i not going =( i dun wan to diss them..

TO : GUIGUI,

"...IF U CUT URSELF..THE CUT IS ON YOU..BUT THE PAIN IS ON ME..
SO I PLS YOU DUN DO THIS STUPDI THING ANYMORE OK..YOU KNOW WHY I CANNT MEET YOU TODAY..?
CSO I SLEEP ONLY FEW HR..I SCARE TO MEET YOU..IF I ANGRY OR WHAT I REALLY WILL GO MAD.. I REALLY SORRY.."
FROM : wuGui