no mood

28 Dec 08,

today is a stupid day to me.. why i ask u go out. i know u wun wan to go out with me.. u say u sick i was so worry about you.. and u wun know how i feel when u are sick.. so no point to worry about you is it what u wan me to do..? our 5month anniversary is like nothing to you.. i really feel so stupid to love you so much in the 1^st place..!! everyone is asking me to give up on you.. now i only wait till 31 dec, will u ask me go out on 31..? i guest no.. i told myself i wun contact u anymore when 31 dec 08 is over.. i think u can fine a batte boyfriend then me..

20september2008

part 1
today 20 september 2008 i now posting my blog.. is like dun no how many month i never post le.. =( shell i say sorry la.. lol.. i dun no lol.. anyway i wan say about yesterday wad have happen.. on 19 sep... i wake up super early i saw my bro n his girlfriend in the room i ask them now wad time..? kor say 7. his girlfriend say good morning to me.. lol.. wad the hell i wake up so early. i shell wake up late noon lor.. =( but nvm i go on9 chick up so my posting order. n they put 10am.. i got 3hr more lol.. wtf.. so i go back sleep till 2 my sis sms wan meet so i say ok we meet at 4.. next up my part time gf sms me ask me meet up with my other 2 part time gf oso at 4 WTF..!! DIE LA..!! next up sis reply she cannot meet me at 4.. heng heng sia.. she only can meet me at 7 wow.. so i go donw to tpy at 4 meet my part time.. her voice like going to cry n i dun no wad to do i only can say to her dun cry, i saw her coming donw on bus i ask her wad have happen. she dun wish to say. i ask her to tell me.. she say feel like cry she only wan us to meet up for a dinner cos we never have dinner tgt.. lol.. i say to she not everone have a same free time..=) i smile to her.. f*** she look at me she cry.. i hug her n let she cry on my shoulder.. so we go toitel i ask her go wash her face.. here she start all the stupid thing.. smoke n smoke n do all the stupid.. heng i looking for her i wun let her bet thing, i say to her if u wan bet bet me.. lol.. pian sia..!! she really bet lor.. fuck.. nvm the rest have come so we go play game do all the siao siao thing tgt.. we dun wan her think so mach but her bf call n talk to her around 30min we all wait for her finish her call. we start walk to the place we wan have our dinner.she take my cap off me, fish she wear my cap n start crying wad the hell now..? i ask her wad have happen..? she say she tell her bf what have happen just now. her bf say thing she dun wan lister i dunno what he say.here come my back n shoulder i ask the rest go in 1st let her finish crying.. she crying like hell lor..i say to her now u finish crying let go eat okok.. so we have dinner tgt n 2more girl.. now we have 5girl 3guy 2more guys is ones of my partime bro other one is friend off his.. i oso know the 2 guys de.. now we 8ppl are a big family of mac hehe.. have to thx mac for let me know all the guys.. =)we finish our dinner we go mac have a dirnk a chat chat one of my parttime name is angel ask me go out n have a take, lol.. what date is this i ask mys..emo day..? i know nth good will happen.. so we have a plac no so mach ppl n we talking. about her n a girl a like long time ago............... SORRY I CANNOT SAY WHAT WE SAY.! She talk n start cry i never stop her. she say the rest or the girl dun let her lister to her talk n let her cry. she ask me why i le her cry..? i say i let u cry batter than u put all thing inside ur heart. dun say it out..she thx me let she cry she feel mach more batter now.. =) here come my sis...

part2
she look sad sad i ask her wad happen now. she say she break up with her bf.. =( sian one more girl going to cry.. i oso cannt say what we chatting.. herg i talk to her she say to me this. LET TIME PROVE EVETHING..!! i say ok.. we will see..

part 3

have pass 6 week i never meet my deardear le.. miss deardear so mach.. really no time for me or have something on n dun wan to meet me..? i really dunno.. i really scare u will level me.. cos u really mean alot to me..i will belive what u say to me.

baby love deardear

THE END

sian

wow so long neber blog.. hehe my blog going to die le i think hehe or already die hehe.? hmmm i really very tired to stay at home lor. my mummy give me a facer everyday i just go out n stay till late only ma. i oso not like 3year old kids. i 21 le lor. i dun no why she dun let me stay late outsied..? some more i going ns le. why i cannt have some fun be for i going in ns..? i only wan go out..!! i oso dun feel have the mood to blog lor.. evertime go mac then i feel like going home or what..or going to my menage house..cos no ppl care..?but i go mac or her house. i miss my house. but i go house. my mummmy will stay all over agree..!! sian sian sian..!! i going mad...!!! who can help me..?

i really very tired have this feeling lor..!! if can i really wan die =(

300508

time 103am why i haven a sleep..?

dun know why.!

not tired.?

not really.miss someone..=(

hai why so complicated.

23may2oo8

today go out with my mei mei n her boyfriend lol..sian.. dun no why her bf dun like to talk de. only me n my mei talk alot lol like 38 (38 in chine) haha. tyd so thing bed thing happen, i cannt say it out. i feel very up sad. =( today i go MS than we go buigs haha.. in bugis i buy a T for me very nice haha lol. but very bigg lor. dun have a M size T. =( hai . but nvm i still buy it. then we walk all the way to PS. haha. we go back to toa payoh around 8 pleas but only me n my mei. her bf go back home take thing. so we hve to wait for him lol. mei say wan go home n bath 1st so i pie her go home. her bf 9.45 sms mei. so we go down MRT there wait for him. he reach le i pass her back to him, haha so i job end at 100pm lol.but no money de lor. lol who ask her is my mei lol. so have to pie her do this do that lol. now is 1.o4am miss you alot alot, love you alot alot.

what wrong with me..!!

i dunno what wrong with me. i only can say i will am jealous. i dun no why..!! i hate myself alot.now cannt sleep hai. just now my didi tell me. monkey say dun have stead, just break up..! so what you mean u just break up how about me.? are we still STEAD or NOT..? i need an ans.!! i really need an ans, can u give it to me.? n what u and him 2months..? stead or what.? what happy anniversary..? why can u tell me.?! i really very sad n going mad, i think u oso forget when we stead. tonight i think i no need sleep n now is 1.04am. i really very sad n like a mad person.!! you say you like me to be ur BAOBEI isiz really or you just wan hong.? you say i not like other guys.! n you ask me will i hong..? from the stay i sell not stead i sell stay sing. i will feel better n we are friend.! you making me like a stupid person need my bro tell me you dun have stead.? my heart really very pain now.!!! i really dun no what to do now. i really need an ans..? you everyday so tired. i really dun know what have you did..? isiz really school work or other thing to make u tired.? when you angry i will make you happy, when you sad i will make you smile, when you need me can i be there for you..? i dun no.! i dun dare to face you.! i only can hope 2mr morning i will get what i wan..!!!!

YOU REALLY MEAN ALOT TO ME

new hOuse

today me,my dad,my mummy and my 2 cousin go to AMK eat.hai i go buy food got old man fucking CB.just go order food lor.nvm i let him cos he is a old man.lol.than my food have come we start eating OMG the food sick lor. T.T nvm i wun go they eat anymore.!! we eat finish then my mummy say she wan go our new house see see.lol. this is my 3time go.the house so er xing lor.i dun no how they can live in a house so er xing. dun no how to say out..!!! me so angry. then i help my dad do thing fast cos i wan go the er xing house.haha lol. i ask my mummy, " mummy this is our new new..?" she ans " yes why..?" i reaply her " how they live in here the house so er xing.!! " my mummy never say anything lol..haha. so we haven finish thing yet.my cousin have class at 130. so we have to send her go back school. i reach home n pick so of my thing. now i have one full box n i have so many thing. omg i dun no i need pick how long haha. juny going to move.dun have mach time.so i need JIA YOU JIA YOU PACK THING haha lol. I MISS BABAY ALOT ALOT, I LOVE U BABY MUACK MUACK..!

21"05"08

sorry everone so long time neber blog.i think i to lazy haha lol.u all know oh.so no need me say out.i'm a lazy PIG.lol.i say out stupid me..hai i dun no how to tell u dun like or love me.now u making me dun no how to face u when we are working tgt.i go out with who why u care so mach.? n i talking to my part time girlfriend n u jealous.everday i need u to tell me where am i..?no need ok.dun sms me pls.i really very sian n sad when i saw ur msg n not my BABY MONKEY msg.! i miss u alot baby mokey u really mean alot to me.i dun no how to live without you.! ytd i have a bed tommy pian i oso dun wan to disp u.n u are so busy.today u oso the same ba.all i need is just a msg.so jia you BABY MONKEY. we like very long time never talk on phoen lor.i know only one day.but to me is like a year.

baba sorry on sunday cannt meet u i know u really very angry n sad.really very sorry.no more next time ok.

040508

today is a tired day..the night i cannt sleep..thx to yes993.. haha but the store is really nice lar..=) but abite scare so i cannt sleep well..lol.. Is morning i wake up i do the same thing in the last 14day =) lol so we chat 15 to 20min.. i when to bath n do my thing..than i when out with my working friend..i go to my work place pass something to my menager.. she ask me to work 2mr.. i dun wan lor cos i going to fine guigui 2mr..i dun wan to tell guigui hehe lol.. so i say no to her..i know if i never work 2mr she will die very fast but i dun care.. how ask her to BS me what a ass hole menager..i really miss you alot alot my guigui..then we go J8 top of the 8 see my prince hehe lol.. he very handsome lor..=) then we go back to toa payoh at 5+ so we go for our dinner hehe.. then we talk n talk no stop lor haha lol..all tired so we go back home we walk to inter take bus wahaha lol..they 2mr meeting for study i not going =( i dun wan to diss them..

TO : GUIGUI,

"...IF U CUT URSELF..THE CUT IS ON YOU..BUT THE PAIN IS ON ME..

SO I PLS YOU DUN DO THIS STUPDI THING ANYMORE OK..YOU KNOW WHY I CANNT MEET YOU TODAY..?

CSO I SLEEP ONLY FEW HR..I SCARE TO MEET YOU..IF I ANGRY OR WHAT I REALLY WILL GO MAD.. I REALLY SORRY.."

FROM : wuGui

stupid boss

hai last sunday 13 april got one stupid thing happen when i work.. dun no what dat is that lar we was so busy on sunday =(( some more got one party going on at 2 we dun have start for the party lar.. i mean start no the sky start ok.. is a person who play game with kid.. lol.. so no start for the party lor.. my menage call to my store menager n ask her how..? the party really no start.. she dun care n say she have a
concert to go.. lol.. she say who will pay $120 for the concert..!! omg i was so mad lar..who wan to pay for her stupid concert she every time scare me.. i give her actt wth she never do her thing n she only how to scold ppl lor.. why i cannt give her actt.. i dun give ass lar.. bleah...i super hat her.. n today she say me WHY UR GREEN TEA IS HERE LATER DROP HOW..!! i say sorry is not my.. is menager de she anything so say lar.. lol.. i tell my other menager see she like to scold me so mach lol.. she scold me agree WHAT U SAY HUH SAY MORE ONE TIME..!! I SAY U LIKE TO SCOLD ME ALOT GOT WORRY HUH.. LOL .. n she say what u wan me do .. i oso ask lor.. oh say "WHY UR GREEN TEA IS HERE" this wan call ask..? lol.. u win lor..!! she not happy i oso not happy with her.. stupid boss..!! =P

why me..?

this year i sick alot of time day... on 14 march i have fever 37.5 so, i never go see doc i only eat med than i go rest.. at nite my fever still there this time 37.8 lol.. hai.. so i go see doc the next day..i go home eat the med the doc give de.. i sleep morning 11 till 6 so long lar i never sleep so long be for lor.. lol.. i take tem agree.. SIAN LAR.. the fever still there.. 37.6 lol.. i feel so sick i cannt eat anything..!! on sunday my mother take me go see C.K.Tan at 125.. the doc give me 5 med lar.. omg i need to finish all.. T T .... the bill more nice lor.. $51 lor.. hai so ex lar.. lol.. but i go home i eat liao the doc give med i feel batter liao.. n my fever is gone.. haha lol.... so sian i sick this few day cannt go out.. cannt eat this cannt do that.. lol.. hai

a sad today...

hai this time is really need to move liao... guys and girl from MMT and all my friend have my link know me de lar.. i going to move out of toa payoh liao.. today got ppl come to my house and wan to buy.. my dad n mum have sell the house lar...i will going to move out toa payoh lor 2 be for july 15.. so this is a lost bday on toa payoh lor my house liao i will miss my home..!!!how i wish can dun move but we need to move out..!! hai i oso dun no what i'm saying lol..i will tell you guys when i moving..
hai hai hai...!!

hai

my blog die lar haha... so long never blog.. i oso dun no what to write.. hmmm let me think..i have a ass hole manager..!! today is my off day and he dun wan me off.. he wan me work and work till i die lor.. this manager suck i hate alot..!! =(( i hate him.. but what can i do.. he is my 1st ass..!!!!! yesterday i take off and he dun let me to take say that this week have sport day so cannot give you off.. i very up sad... =(( i talk to my store manager i need to off.. she say this is last time i can take off on wed.. cos wed need ppl to work i say ok.. so cannot take off on wed liao.. =)) hai my 1st ass very backside .. he tell my store manager that i wan be KPO go down to TPL1.. than my store manager come and ask me.. what happen..?i tell her... that day is he ask go down to take test i oso dun no what test so i ask him.. he say your store manager ask you go de.. my store manager say WTH..!! i never ask you go..!! i say i dun no is my 1st ass say this to me..



hai stupid 1st ass..!!!

so sorry

i only can say sorry to my mei..i cannt go run with her...!!! so so so sorry...............














SORRY

sick!!!!!!

i sick liao... this morning ok de..!! in the noon be for i go out.. i feel not feeling well liao..i oso never care mach..!! so i still go out..when i meet my friend we i still can go eat lor.. than i follow her go make her class T.. than we go mac drink water.. we finish drinking.. and i a smok.. than the stupid feeling come liao.. i feel so hot..!! i dun know why..!! than i go home.. i take my temperaturen and take.. i saw it omg i got fever 38.7..!! my dad n mum like dun care lor... hai so sad lor.. i have go find panadol myself lor.. so sad.. hai.. my god sis just now sms me ask me go for runny tomorrow and i say ok.. now i sick liao.. how to go tomorrow..?hai.. if i tell her i cannt go.. she well be very sad de.. cos we like so long never go runny n see shuai ge tgt liao... lol.. er dun think i'm gay...!! i just help her to see which one is nice.. if tomorrow really still sick.. i will o see doc.. hai.. i think this few day working very hard.. so sick liao..i need money...!! hai go out need money go here go there oso need money..!! so have to work n work.. now really break down.. hai.. GO SEE DOC OSO NEED MONEY..!!! hai..

yes

oh yes.. now not working in the stupid macd lar haha so happy no need see her face..!!
but i miss my friends lar... i miss so many ppl ...!! hai
yesterday me n few of my friend go my manager house to eat..
cos he is married than than he invite us..so i meet my friend go around 3 plus..
then i saw someone i dun like u know who.. the ass hole..!!
wtf she say i saw someone i dun like n that is me..!!
wth u think i wan see her sia.. so old liao haven married lor..
on ppl wan haha lol.. my Cousin have 2 kids liao lor lol..
she so old one kids oso dun have.. lol..
n she very "HL" she got boyfriend lol.. omg
lol
so funny lar... lol

only can say ass hole.. she really is a ass hole...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

a stupid day

today my manager really very fuck lor.. she wan me to run a party that i dun no how to run..!!cos my start not feeling well so go back to malaysia...
jiaxing n amantha my ex boss = on phone!!
jiaxing say i dun wan to run the party
amantha say pls pls pls lar
jiaxing say I DUN WAN MEAN DUN WAN!!
amantha say wy u every time wan u help u dun wan help de..
jiaxing say where got.. u every time need help i got help u ok!!

now jiaxing n amantha are ANGRY..!!

very angry with her now .. hai dun say lar.. say more .. more angry !!!!!!!!!


today is a stupid day..!!!!!!!!!!




"I JUST A EMO ANGEL"

sian

hai i burn my hard when i work .. than all known but no ppl care . wad the hell..!!so sad lar.. than still need wash this wash that...sian.. really feel like go home lar... me at home oso neber do so many thing lor .. than i reach home my f****** big bro eat liao dun wan to wash his thing lar. wan me help him wash.. i dun no so i neber wash.. than he angry than say u good fine that to me .. wth he really ar a big f****** lor....sian really very tired.. hai.. wan die..!!!!!!





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oh btw guys..!! my friend say this to me.. i dun really know the meaning of this...
if anyone saw this can pls tell me the meaning..?
thxthx..

he say xing things have changed to the extent where we're almost as close as acquaintance .
i'm sure you , a human with feelings , can definitely tell . no matter what , you've showed what it takes to be a great friend . though the past may be abit unpleasant , i just hope that you would leave the past behind and pray that the outcome this coming friday would be one which you and I have been longing for..

the minnite xingxing

hai now is 15 jan 1251am i cant sleep.. i dun no wy..just now i talk to my eyecandy i feel very sad. i dun wan talk to eyecandy but i must i dun wan eyecandy know that..!!!!! on 14 1221am my eyecandy say this to me n make me very sad " i think u should know too. i dun like rushing into a relationship. that scares me the most. as in going into something coz rush rush then dunno the person well. so i will only wan to know the person well b4 meeting thats all".. really hate me.. ya i know we never meet be4.. i dunno wad to do now.. anyone can tell me wad to do..?
i just need a ans.. n i dun wan to give up.i still love n care about eyecandy ..!!!!!!!


sad sad de xingxing....

movie "BODY 19"

oh the new movie body 19 is a nice show haha.. i watch with my friend.. is was so nice lor haha.. =))
i oso dun no how to say out this movie how nice.. u go watch urs haha..

THE BODY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

stupid

ya guys me back .. missing xingxing me..? haha.. ya is a stupid year for me .. ii dun feel like this year is a good year for me.. ii think is a bad year to xingxing..!!!
hai.... ii really miss all the fun n happy that we have in 2007 .. i miss MMT2K ...!!!!!!!!! i miss to give girlfriend morning call.. haha.. i miss when we at class say "hey guys what u all wan eat..?".. just miss miss miss.. hope u all doing fine..!!!! must sms me ok.. =))
2007 bye bye... hai welcome 2008......

sian..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!