what wrong with me..!!

i dunno what wrong with me. i only can say i will am jealous. i dun no why..!! i hate myself alot.now cannt sleep hai. just now my didi tell me. monkey say dun have stead, just break up..! so what you mean u just break up how about me.? are we still STEAD or NOT..? i need an ans.!! i really need an ans, can u give it to me.? n what u and him 2months..? stead or what.? what happy anniversary..? why can u tell me.?! i really very sad n going mad, i think u oso forget when we stead. tonight i think i no need sleep n now is 1.04am. i really very sad n like a mad person.!! you say you like me to be ur BAOBEI isiz really or you just wan hong.? you say i not like other guys.! n you ask me will i hong..? from the stay i sell not stead i sell stay sing. i will feel better n we are friend.! you making me like a stupid person need my bro tell me you dun have stead.? my heart really very pain now.!!! i really dun no what to do now. i really need an ans..? you everyday so tired. i really dun know what have you did..? isiz really school work or other thing to make u tired.? when you angry i will make you happy, when you sad i will make you smile, when you need me can i be there for you..? i dun no.! i dun dare to face you.! i only can hope 2mr morning i will get what i wan..!!!!

YOU REALLY MEAN ALOT TO ME